So, life has been pretty quiet. Work has become a bit annoying and I am going to think over some issues to do with that while I am away. I am thinking of starting to look for a new job when I get back.
I have 2 days left till I go away. I am so excited! I have just had to walk home because North London is at a standstill because of the snow but it was lovely because it was so pretty.
I guess I should update on H news, but to be honest he quite secondary now. I decided that I would meet him, I am very much in a different frame of mind these days and I thought long and hard about it whether it was the right thing to do or not. In fact it was a really nice meet up, he let me know a time and day a week in advance (those of you who have followed my story will know that is a miracle!) and we had a nice brunch together. I was very strong, happy in myself, and had my confidence back again and I think it was quite a different meeting to the past. He talked about how he was tired all the time, even though he got plenty of sleep. I guess the big thing was he paid which I think was the first time ever. I am really glad that I put my foot down over him messing me around and set a boundary. I will be consistent with it should I decide to meet him again in the future.
Since the meeting he has sent me a Christmas card in which he wrote a personal message (first time ever again) and is also sending me a present 'to take on holiday with me'. I am not reading anything to any of this at all and am not changing my course or attitude in any way at the moment. I will be fine whatever happens. I did miss him the day after seeing him but bounced back pretty quickly. I think the divorce is all still in progress but to be honest I am leaving it to the solicitor, as I want as little as possible to do with it. Perhaps why I am not posting here so much.
Anyway, I wanted to wish everyone a very happy holiday and I will probably be on the internet a fair bit when I am away so I shall let you know what I am up to.
I have just had to walk home because North London is at a standstill because of the snow but it was lovely because it was so pretty. 
