I know smw. but thought it would be nice for everyone to hear you.
your little girl is very amazing, God does have his hands on her.
I see such amazing things happen in the future for you. you are going to have such an incredible impact on so many people.
we will all be praying for a christmas miracle, but put your expectations on God and not your H. not sure if that is the right way to put it, but I don't want your emotions/actions to become responses to things your H does that weren't what you were hoping for. I know God has plans to bring H home, and it will be the perfect timing according to his perfect plan.
Keep your focus on Him. you are a lovely woman.
I'm so sorry how your children are being affected. Try to nourish them as best as you can so they can have the best chance to feel their best, especially D18. Of course you don't have much say in her meals, but it's always worth a try. Do you think she would try B12 shots? or naicin? a deficiency can cause depression and other mental problems. I hate to see her having such problems, although many girls that age have these issues just perhaps not at this level of severity. She deserves to feel well and be well. I will be praying for her and all of you.
hang in there, and try to keep your head up and use us as a soundboard when you need to.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
