A Choice

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Thanks Sole

I can help but feeling that I am fighting a loosing battle. In my heart, I know / feel we will be able to work our M problems out. But then, I do not know... pend to much time mind reading I guess.

I just hurt in my gut all day everyday. I put on the fake smiles for all to see because if I don't, it seems those around me get upset and starting telling me dump her, forget, and go find someone else.

But they are not me. They are not in my situation. They do not and will not understand until they experience this.... and I pray they never have too. But you know what, I bet they will. My goals are set, abd very clear to me. It will take time if it is to have a chance. But man, it sure does hurt.

Friends tell me she see him less and less, but she is still seeing him. Maybe that will change soon.

Come back and visit.... Thanks