You have been helpful. In all honesty, I am not forgetting about me because the effort I am putting forth if it pays off will be far more rewarding in the long run than what I could do for myself in the short run.
There isn't much left for me to do for myself this week. I have to get the place perfect, wrap gifts, keep eating healthy and working out and make sure I am dressed for success with the best attitude possible come Christmas morning. My joy will however be in seeing my girls have a great Christmas. To me that will be the most important thing.
I want to extend the invitation to W to let her know she is welcomed to join me and the girls for our Christmas Eve dinner. But I know better than to attempt that. And I know the rejection would hurt. So why ruin my mood on the eve of Christmas when I can enjoy it with my girls and take it in for all it is worth.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
