Kevin pretend like this is the first NEW Christmas of many. This is how the future will be unless your W will have some big change which at the moment doesn't seem likely. Alot of D people do the holidays together for the first few years at least. My first exh and I did until I got remarried and our kids got older. You are not on display at Xmas..you are participating for your girls.
You can do this!
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!