Well court is just a matter of hours away I guess I can say though that I NEVER cheated and I didnt have a GF or anything even through the divorce. I tried everything I could and offered forgiveness, I was a great husband and father even though she lied and said I was not.
I feel sad I gave her a great life and opened my life up to her for so long... I dont understand how a person can throw so much away!
but I hope to move on with my life and I know I cant until the divorce is final.
is it wrong to feel that I would not do it again (with the exceptions of my kids) ? I feel they are the only thing good I got out of the M
I guess I can say though that I NEVER cheated and I didnt have a GF or anything even through the divorce. I tried everything I could and offered forgiveness, I was a great husband and father even though she lied and said I was not. 
