Hello again Oz, Rabbit and Julia and thanks for your support. It's certainly much appreciated. I am determined now that this is the end of my M and I will be proceeding with settlement and divorce. I am tired and I need to put me, my kids and my health first. It doesn't mean it will be easy but I am not prepared to spend the rest of my days being in a relationship where H shows such little respect and care for me. It's still all about him and although he has improved it's honestly not even close to where he should be. I am always looking out for him and excusing his behaviour. I have accepted my responsibility but as yet, he has not. The reality is that I deserve more than he can give.
My 'downer' from the past days I think has come from my cleaning....I have cleared a lot of stuff including my wedding dress and lots of other personal stuff. Hopefully it's also been about clearing myself and cleansing and healing me. I needed to feel this pain so I can move on to bigger and better things.
I do want to stay in touch with you guys. I will be forever grateful for your care and support in the worst time of my life. This was so much more difficult than anything i have ever experienced.
Oz, I will be coming to Melbourne in January. I need to confirm dates with my brother as I will be staying with him. Will you be going away? I will let you know here and we can arrange a date...a Friday is best for you. Can we meet in the city, do you think?
Julia, when are you departing? It would be good to be able to catch up with you! Keep in touch, esp if you decide to divert to the GC or Melbourne. Give us some dates for different places so we can follow your itinerary. Will you post on FB while away? You already have my email from FB anyway.
Now Rabbit, I'd like to say I'm coming to the UK but that's not the plan for the minute (but I am known to change my mind!) I do want to travel in the very near future. I think the FB group you were trying to join is now by invite only at this stage. Anyway Rabbit, email is probably good. To begin you will need 4 random letters of the alphabet. It reminds me of the CT scan I had recently. JO had one too.
