I do think we will have a good time too. But the Wine might be a two edged sword. I do not want her to ML because of the wine but because she wants to. So I will have to be careful.

She is talking about future R though. She is still feeling bad because of the sore throat. She has been to the Dr. several times and they still do not know exactly what she has. Lots of coughing and generally feeling bad. (Interesting fact is that with all our kissing and hugging and hand holding, I have not caught what she has.) Well, the last time I was over at her house and was leaving she was saying that she felt bad and I said that I wish that I could stay and just cuddle and hold her and make her feel better. She responded with "we will." And last night on the phone she said that she wished that I could come over and make the cough go away.

So, even though she will not say ILY and will not say she is commited to working on getting back together, I am happy that she does say she is moving in that direction but just not as fast as I would like. I told her that while I would like to go faster, if we in fact went as fast as I wanted, it would likely be even too fast for me to handle and that I really appreciated her restraint.


ODGA