H has gone quiet. He tried to contact me on Monday by phone twice to dicuss planning. I asked him via text to email me as it was difficult to talk at that time.
He didn't. Now he has gone quiet.
The children desperately want to see him over christmas but my intuition is he can't manage it and will recommunicate after the festive season.
Christmas hightens all the emotions and both the children and myself greive for the man we lost.
Today I am having a facial massage and hair cut to cheer myself up and prepare for the big day!
