Just want my H back

[pearlharbr]

hhh, I like you so much but you frustrate me so much! I think it's because I view your sitch as wasting your time, energy and love on someone who is so obviously unworthy of it. I know that I don't know your H and I don't really know you, but FWIW, that's my take on what you've written so far.

Why do I know feel so in love with him again?

Because you can't have him. Because you are only thinking of the distant past, not how he has been acting over the past year. You love the person H used to be, not the person he is now.

I will once again suggest that you read gucci loafer and/or robx's posts. Or read Dobson's Love Must Be Tough.

And really think about why you want to be with someone who doesn't treat you with love or respect and doesn't want to be with you. Why don't you deserve more than that?