Long day. Nothing significant happened, and maybe that's why it seemed long.

Been dealing with a lot of resentment towards W. And with her parents coming in on Wednesday, that concerns me.

I truly don't want to feel this way. But I keep struggling with the fact she simply refuses to even try to work on the M. I know this is out of my control. It just seems she has nothing to lose (neither of us do) and so much to lose by not trying. Out of my hands, but troubling.

Quite simply, I have not felt this distant from W since I met her.


Me 43, S11, D7
M13
Bomb 4/20/09
Current