OM is her boss. He has 3 children in his marriage. I think ladybug had a breakdown over the fact we never had children. We tried but nothing worked. And she wanted babies. Not to adapt older. All our friends had babies and I think it just got to her. Tie that into 2 quick promotions. I think she created some bizzare world where she gets those 3 kids and lots of money to buy anything she wants. I also think she is bi-polar. She had many a mood swing over the years. But only she really knows.

OM is a complete opposite of me. And the two quick promtions got ladybug thinking materialistic. She always had tendencies here. Bizzaro world. As ladybug was always about family and comes from humble background. OM comes from old money. Almost 10 years older. His wife is a well respected Doctor. Its a completely different world.

I guess I am just saying she snapped. Self entitlement took over and then went on overload. It was all very quick. She did tell one of her friends that life was too stable, she was bored because of the security and just wanted to shake things up in her life. ( This was during the Plan A days where she was a cake walking queen and enjoying both worlds )

I do know that my darkness has really hurt her. I do know that my dating system has affected her as well.

When I talked to her cus. on thursday night. I explained to him that she needs to hit rock bottom before she realizes what she has done to me and our marriage. For right now she does not regret any of this. Will she hit rock bottom? I do not like this person she became. I do not want to know her. See her. Hear about her.

I am not 100% understanding on your statement about escaping?

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