I will try I guess it depends on if she even shows, if she brings "B" and i guess the mood of it all... I know you guys say don't read into it but IM sure she has some feeling for me still just well LOL "I love you but not in love with you" because I was thinking how even the last time in court and well anytime she really really tries to see me.. she even was trying to look around my lawyer last time to see me.... I think she just wants her fun but misses the familar me if that makes sense
as for me... ya well seeing her this weekend was hard I have those skipping beat moments and the thought of well this is it! after court we are in the books as DONE no more... im sad the M failed but I do know I can move on with my life... hopefully I can get out and date some women who wont have any issues with me having kids (alot do)..
