Dusk at Dawn.

[chatterbug]

Whats dusk at dawn. Its a picture someone drew in grade 5. One of those items that are not important in life , but you remember it.

What is nothing? It is the space between here and there. A quote of mine from grade 9. I remember this as well.

For some strange reason these came to me tonight. So I thought I would get a new home here.

This tread will be about tracking my goals while living in the dark.

Do I still love ladybug? Yes. Somewhere in there. The song I posted describes what I feel towards her. I know I am still very much inlove with ladybug. But at the same time I am not.

I am very proud of myself for standing on my feet and attacking the Adultery. Very proud. I used the weapons that we the LBS were granted. Exposure, GAL , 180, Tough Love and Detach.
Ladybug broke me. The day I completely broke was September 17th. That was the day that I ended the person I was. And deciced that I was going to take complete control in my life. I found this site 2 days later.

I listened to advice that was freely given. I asked questions. I offered help.

I grew as a person.

I thank everyone on here who has shared their lives with me. For I have shared my life with you.

Our gifts to each other.

I am going to quote myself...

Sometimes you have the hammer and chisel in your hands. Sweat running down your face. You stare hard at the mountain in front of you. You are not going to chip away at this mountain at this level. So you start towards the base of the mountain. There is wind and rain. Pounding in your face. Many boulders are laying about. You hardly notice them. But you have to climb over them. Interesting. Seems something is helping you. You have stopped hammering away but you have found a friend. An old and trusted friend. One you have forgotten about. Time.


Time in the dark. Dusk at Dawn. Embrace the suck.