I came down with strep throat, and have been in bed for several days. I'm starting to feel a little better tonight however. H came home a while ago after being gone all weekend. He asked how I was feeling and if he could get anything for me. I told him I was good. I really felt like telling him what he could get me was himself out of this MLC before this D came through.
H has been getting texts and he's been answering them. I have never set any boundaries about his calls, because this is his house also. He's also good with the nasty comments. Since I'm already feeling sick and my stress level is so high, I almost said something tonight. I did call the dog away from him though. I hate it when he pets the dog with the same hands he's touched the skank with.
I wish I could tell him how I really feel. How selfish he's been. How I feel about all the lies he's told about me and our M. How he no longer has any morals. How he doesn't see the ow is using him for her "Sugar Daddy". How he has destroyed our M.
He would have an awful comeback for all of them. What is it Charlyne Steinkamp says; "Zip the Lips"
I also need to remember that the Lord said "vengence is HIS".
I am so mentally drained. I want so much to be in a happy place in my life again.
I thought about sending my MIL and his siblings Christmas cards, but I didn't know what to say. I know what I would like to say, and that is " I am looking forward to the day when the truth will be revealed." I know, that wouldn't be nice. BUT, I have been wanting to set the record straight for so long. I've also got to remember that blood is thicker than water, and I would be the one to come off looking bad.
I need to continue to build my STRENGTH, and remember that nothing formed against me will prosper.
