Just got back form a week of training in the mid-west. No laptop so really couldn't post or look in on things here. Anyway the new job is great so far - great for my attitude and great for Mrs. 5's as well.
Got to thinking about what I was reading on SillyOldBear's thread - My W is just not comfortable at all with exploring her sexuality. I mean anything that is out of the box (box meaning her normal comfortable repretoir, in the dark, man-on-top, etc.) is a total embarrassment to her. Even last night I requested that she get ready for bed in only some heels and a slinky robe. For me this was a total turn-on. For her she couldn't wait to turn out the light and get out of them.
We've talked about this with our ST - her embarrassment - but nothing ever changes. She rarely if ever talks during sex. Noises? Nope. She does move more now, which is a change. Maybe it will just take years of my coaxing her to let herself be free to express herself without holding back.
I still don't understand it. I want her to enjoy herself not feel awkward.
