Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

Yeah, unfortunately I don't think it would be for him to call off the divorce. I just wish his heart would soften and some of the fog would clear.

The kids are with him now and not happy to be with him. S texted me that he is bored and wants to come home and already told H.

We have no plans for the rest of the month for visitation. I know I need to keep NC but want to avoid more conflict with H. He hasn't tried to schedule anything else besides couple hours on Xmas eve.