Going straight forward...antlers 5th thread.

[antlers]

Hi GIMA.

It was mostly me man. I was angry, resentful, and verbally and emotionally abusive. I do own it, all of what I was and did. I have, and continue, to make changes. I've forgiven myself a bunch, and am still working on it. Nope, I can't change it or take it back. Wish I could though.

I know that at a certain point, you have to realize you've done all you can. I have done that...it's just hard to choke it down.

All of this crap is just hard to accept, although it's a reality.

Thanks GIMA.