Going straight forward...antlers 5th thread.

[antlers]

Hey iwantittowork.

I believe I have truly forgiven myself a lot, and I'm still working on that. Just having a hard time letting it go. I want to fix it, and I can't. I'm accepting of where I'm at, and I acknowledge it...I just don't like it. Yeah, she was hurt by plenty. I can't take it back...wish I could. Yeah, my eyes have been opened to be a better man alright. Should've done it years ago.
Just trying to get used to the finality of it, and dealing with the thoughts of me being by myself for a long time, and maybe not being able to do as good as her in the future. They may be irrational thoughts, but right now they are the kind of thoughts I'm having.

Thanks man.