Sandi, Do you ever sleep? Thanks for being here though...I woke up this morning thinking about where I was and where I want to go...I don't have to be alone....My friend has said that, but I don't want to hurt her anymore than she is.....I wish we could be friends right now, but I think she will feel it is more....To be quite honest, at some point, it definitely could be more....You are right in that I am caught between these two women....They both have good and bad qualities.....The thing is, one is ready to take our relationship to another level and I'm not sure about that....The other can't figure out her feelings for me and if she is willing to try again......So, in a way I am just kind of stuck here for now...
I know this or at least I think I do....My oldest son is a senior this year....His last year of baseball is coming up as well as all the things seniors do.....My ex and I will be attending alot of things together.....If that does not make her come to some conclusions about things, then I don't know if she ever will....Just gonna take it one day at a time I guess.
