GIMA, I think we've all seen this coming, but you seem to be in a good place with yourself.....and life. I hope you won't leave us for a while.....cause I'm selfish and like your company. You have kind words for people and I think you are helpful to others.
I hope you know you have a special place in my heart and I pray for your happiness. I hope you have a Merry Christmas and that your new year will be a great one.
Sandi
Thanks Sandi. I really appreciate the time you have taken with me. Your perspective is priceless.
I'm not going anywhere. And regardless what happens with my M, I plan on sticking around here. I have taken so much, I am too much in debt to everyone here to go silent. So, I promise not to leave here if you promise to stick around too.
I had hoped one day to be in a place with my M that my W might be one of the contributors here in the context of how we were able to save our M, but that simply doesn't appear to be what the future holds for me. I have, however, gained the strength here to make it through whatever the future holds.
I know you guys probably saw where I would end up WAY before me. And, I probably needed this time to reach that realization and build my strength for the next step.
Keep praying for all of us here - I do and will continue to do so.
Technology is a funny thing (and amazing). So many of us here helping each other - total strangers who would, but for the internet - have never crossed paths. Strange to be able to say I feel closer to many of the people here than I do to many of the "friends" I have in the "real world."
I hope you have a wonderful Christmas too. And I hope we all have a better New Year.
