Got out of town this weekend with my kids. We walked around the CU Boulder campus, did some shopping and S18 had a couple basketball games. His team is undefeated so far, and lookin' good.
I'm in a good place lately and the only thing I can attribute it to is a focus of gratitude. I'm trying to thank God for all the blessings in my life, vs. focusing on the losses and worrying about things I can't control. Talking with others this week reminded me of how lucky I am to have smart, compassionate, healthy kids and a great family to support each other.
As far as H, when he's on my mind I say a prayer for him. Hope he's feeling better and working thru his stuff. If some day we get another chance, I'll be open to it but I'm not putting my life on hold. Life is short and I'm enjoying my children so much right now - again I think it's by being thankful for what I have and not what I don't.
Sent Christmas cards to everyone this year with a great photo of my kids on it. Sent it to my inlaws, H, my side of the family and lots of friends. I'm a proud mama! Lots of my friends send Xmas photos of their lil' ones but I decided this year to send one of my teenagers. They are still my babies...
