Gnosis,

im kinda hurt today...Mass is today for h grandparents. h doesnt want me to go. 1st time in 12 years...blah

im sitting here thinking. when this ALL first started, he said he had to do this for us for our girls...

obviously all of this bs is something he does need to work himself through. i do get that...

i know i shouldnt be thinking, i do need to ask though...

is it at ALL possible he still means what he said in the beginning? could there be ANY truth behind it?

im still feeling on a high because of his reaction to me actually doing something, and i am going to continue on with our plan...

wont let him know that it still saddens me sometimes...i think thats only human tho!

the way im seeing it is he still has ALOT of feeling and emotions towards me, no matter how much he says he doesnt.

time and patience will show it even more...

me 39
h 38
kids 9 and 6
h left 8/9/09
loving and devoted wife and mother
still going...10 months later...




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