bluerain, I feel so bad for you! I guess like all of us here we know how bad it feels to still love there WAS no matter what they did and the pain they put us through.. I think the only thing here that / us is some of us are moving on and won't take the WAS back and the rest are trying to move on and hope WAS will come to there senses....
ya and I guess I should update stuff here soon since she is 29 now! and I really would like to know what flippin story she told my lawyer for him to give her my number.!!! mad!!!
I still have the hate/revenge in me that I need to get past but for now I guess I can vent enough to say im glad she is now in a "relation ship" with him ... both cheated with each other and even if W decided to be faithful... a 18 year old kid who already cheated on his GF is going to do the same to her!! and or will leave her like a bad habbit.. its almost funny that she thinks it will work.
I think alot of her up/dn calling me befor and wanting to hang out had to do with his interest in her and his last GF being around.... now that she is out of the picture W is in full WAS mode..