Got up this morning.... 1st snow of the year. Let the dog out and the ground looked so wonderful.
Decided to go for an am drive, dark out, high beams on, snow pelleting across the car.
Perfect time for prayer.
Drove around, praying an sipping coffee. Thoughts were of W. No sadness though, just a peaceful silence and a lonely heart.
I keep thinking that W does not seem like the person I had ever known, but when alone, I think about her and I see glimpses of the person I married. Few though, I think that is the hardest part.
I need to do some more reading, almost done with DR. Will try to finish it today...
God Bless allof you.
Me 43 / W 40 T 29 / M 15 S-18 11/4/09-ILYBINILWY 11/10/09-Separated 12/1/09-W admitted EA 12/5/09-W admitted PA 12/24/09 W say "I love you"
"A GOOD MARRIAGE IS NOT ONE WHERE PERFECTION REIGNS"