guess I have to follow my own advice. I have told her that happy and sad, anger and contentment are choices. So I choose to be happy and choose not to be angry that she went through with D. And then act "as if".
She is leaving early Saturday morning and it does not look like I will see her before she goes on the trip. So there will not be much to report til she gets back on Thursday night. Kinda wonder when she will call, Thursday morning when she gets back (she has free long distance on her cell), Thursday night when she gets back into town, or Friday morning on the IM when she goes to work? Hope it will be Thrusday am
Also I was thinking on my way home from work that one of my goals is to have weekly dates with her - well my dinner date was for her to bring me my company payroll checks. These have to be done 2 times a month so I can arrange dinner (either out or me cook) at least 2 times a month. Although that is not once a week, at least it is a start.
