What's going on Norm? Do you want to talk about it?
I do now. I just needed to take some time off. I needed to stop obsessing. And, while wonderfully helpful, coming to this board and spending hours reading and posting was causing me to do exactly that. I couldn’t detach this way. Everyone has his/her own way to do that I guess. I had to get away for a while. Thanks to all who have posted and tried to help me and support me. I really do appreciate it.
I needed some time to get quiet. Some time to let God speak to me—away from all the frenzied reading and posting and trying to figure things out in all the confusion that comes with a WAW who is having and A. It is a world of confusion. God sent me teachers. I had to get quiet and listen to them.
I feel centered now. I have detached. I know who I am and where I’m going. I’m not confused any more. The hurt, as much as is possible, is gone. I feel strong mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually. In the middle of this storm, I’ve never felt so strong in my life.
I have a very good friend who has lived with HIV for over 25 years (blood transfusion from a surgery before they screened blood). He once said to me, “God doesn’t deliver you from the storm. He delivers you in the storm.”
He was right.
H: 50 W: 48 Married 20 years Bomb and separation: 9/12/09 A discovered 12/02/09 http://tinyurl.com/yctnhec
