I am not going to lose what I feel.....I do love her, but this is up to her to figure out.....She is coming around some, but I am making it too easy for her....Both of my boys have even said that....This is sad to say, but they think I am crazy for ending things with the woman i was seeing...They both really liked her and she was crazy about them......Maybe I should listen to them.....Only thing is, my heart is still with my ex and I want to make sure this si done.....I'm just ready to quit hurting.....I know the only to do is to move on and make a life for myself....If at some point she decides she wants to join me, it will be up to me as to what we do....
