Where in the world did that come from !!!

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Probably respects me less than when she first left because of all the pleading, crying etc. At the end of the day though, I'm the one whose raising our kids on my own and I think she respects that.

Not sure what there is to 180 on, we probably see each other for 5-10 minutes a week atm. I have stopped arguing with her though, and the pleading etc. She knows I've been seeing a psychologist in last 2 weeks and told me she thought that was a good idea.

Just so hard though, we live in a town of 630 people and everyone in town knows what's going on. Tonight for instance, I'm taking the kids to Carols by Candlelight and I know she will be there and the whole town will be watching us!!!