Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

Cutter, your explanation about the forum makes complete sense! Yes, we are a bit more free here. I do not see any flirtatious comments as serious, whether they are from me or someone else! I am grateful that P, you, DBD, bestrong, ravenly started replying to me! It is nice to know others are supportive or willing to give me a push in a scary direction. And I am happy to offer the same to you all. HUGS!

Well, when WH got back with our S, I made sure to wear one of my new flattering shirts with my flattering jeans. Contacts were in, hair and make up were done. I caught him check me out this time.
I reminded him that his sister was babysitting S tonight (it came up).

Before he left he just said "see you guys tomorrow--be good to your auntie." He did not tell me to have fun. He didn't tell me on Wednesday either!

Now tonight I go to an ugly holiday sweater party, but I never found a good sweater. So instead, I found a plain one in my closet and used some red glitter glue to draw a Christmas tree on it. I hope I don't regret making my own!

I admit that I am nervous.I have toyed with the idea of goingto see a movie instead. This is a single parents group, so there might be some people on the prowl. I will just have a fun time like on Wednesday, and if I hate it, I can leave.