I know, DBD. It just is terrible. I think you are holding up well. All I can think is that you are doing a 180 because WH will be surprised that you filed. He doesn't know, right?
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004