feel like giving up - talk to me!

[Gnosis]

I have no choice than to work on me..

That's no lie. YES! Please do.

there is nothing left to do.

Uh uh, there's plenty to do.

Last night he came home really late. I don't even know where the heck he was...it felt awful.

So did he. He was out in a bar drowning his sorrows and lamenting for his broken M.

He is done..just done..and there isn't anything I can do for our M.

Nope, there's plenty you can do and it all starts with you.

The only thing left for me is to pick myself up and keep from falling apart.

See what I mean? Plenty to do.

I am going to back way off...way off. I'm done too being beat up. It takes everything in me not to cry throughout the day..outta nowhere!

((( Luv )))

Anyway...enough of my negativity.

OK!!!!

I am on my own now...

Whoa!!! What happened to the previous statement?

so I will do for me. I went shopping this morning and bought this cool calvin klein coat I wanted and will continue retail therapy.

Ooooooookay.....

Today I did...
prayed - meditated (even though I felt like sh*t)
shopped - for me
nap - so dang tired
dinner at friends house w/ the kids

It's about FREAKIN' TIME!!!!