Pls help--confused and fearful

[newmama]

Eh, only ran 20 miles instead of the 23. I didn't feel like getting up at 2am to run, got up at 3 instead. Wind chills in the 40s and I didn't get warm the whole time

20??? Unbelievable!!! Way to go DBD!

I feel I've been giving them a bad example by being afraid of H's reactions. The three of us act in fear of H.

Guess that is about to change, isn't it?

Now are YOU going to see WAH when he gets the kids?

And Of course you don't want the divorce and you want him to reconcile with you! Like you said, your WH is a tough nut to crack, so maybe it will take the divorce proceedings to rattle him. I guess I have observed that you don't want this divorced life, but you have been starting to live it, so does that make it less of the "unknown" and less scary? It doesn't make it okay, just "doable."

Oh, the friend that I ran with was a WAS and she mentioned she returned after seeing all the 180 changes her H did and she noticed it. Thought I'd share that.

Please share the details! How long was she gone? Why did she do it? What did her BH do differently? Did they have contact?