Partner left after 9 yrs - 18months on, reunited !

[AliSuddenly]

Thanks everyone and yes K.. if only we had just relaxed and had some fun instead of all that angst !!! I wish I could tell teh newcomers, but of course you cant, we had to go through it right?

So he agreed the doctor was lovely and brilliant, the doc said to him "we can beat this!" and gave him a different AD and a referral to the counselling service (they will assess which type he needs).

This morning I got a little tearful.. around the time a year ago today he phoned me in the morning and admitted he was going skiing with Helen for christmas week. I asked him if he felt better or worse than a year ago... he said about the same, but he wasnt pretending or glazing over it as he was back then. It wasnt an emphatic answer, but he agreed ths feels a better situation and feels RIGHT and that didnt a year ago. Thats the best I can hope for right now! We are getting his tablets shortly then I suggested we drive to the Eden project for their Christmas fair and ice skating.

I hope things get better after he is on these tablets, I intuitively felt end Feb early March for progress (maybe trying for a baby!) and that coincides with Mars going forwards. He told me he cant have sex anymore the day Mars started going backwards! Goes forwards again March 10th, on my birthday. He had already said a few weeks ago that he would get me pregnant on my birthday. Wierd huh.