They really are right when they say that piecing is where the hard work starts.. H is meeting up with my family for lunch on monday back at his place, it was all arranged six weeks ago and although it was muted that I join them between them it never got as far as me because H assumed I'd be working because I only just started my new job! Anyway trying not to feel left out and he has tried to persuade me its a blessing not going lol he is probably right. Anyway he plans to tell them all we are back together. The other night he had planned to tell S(21) we know he nows but it seemed only polite to tell him before announcing it to everyone else. So having ascertained H hadnt done it last time S was over, S appeared out of bed and I said we should do it now before he disappeared again, well I know it was irratating timing that S appeared as H was just about going out the door and he seemed a little irrate I was pushing for this. But it was pleasant and we laughed as S did realise and made us laugh as a family which was lovely, BUT here comes the rub, it seem inconvienant for H to tell him, Im not with him when he tells my family on monday and he told the wife of our friends that we'd probably be back together the other day when he went round for coffee on his own, is it wrong of me to want to hear him say to one person that he is back with me actually with me present, something inside of me wants him to be proud to be with me again and I feel as if Im being cheated out of it somehow! Maybe it will come with time who knows!
Here I go again on a long rant lol!
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!
