Thanks mo3 and Lotus. I am calmer now. Actually re-read some of my own sitch to remind myself how far I have come. Just debating whether to send H a text .. a peace offering of some sort.. or if that is pursuing? Or just wait til he comes home and hopefully we are both calm enough to just talk. That could be late and this whole thing has exhausted me. Lotus, H has so far been closed to the idea of Retrouvaille, although I think it's a great idea. Hopefully he will consider it down the road. Still not sure what to say.... gonna have to think on it some more
