A Choice

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@ Deep

Yes I agree. S2 is a God send for me. I do so feel drawn to her. Can't get over the 2X4 where she threw my S into it. Even now, days later, I reread her thread and stare @ the monitor.

Analizing....

Analizing....

Analizing....

At what point does it just hit you int the face. She sure did. I think she meant to do so. I am glad she did.

I think sometimes you need to connect in some way with someone. I believe for me, it is S2.

I know others have told me the same thing, but not in the light she has. She came into my house and put it between my S and myself. I see it better that way.

IT HAS GIVEN ME THE STRENGTH I NEED TO TAKE ONE MORE STEP.

Deep, Thank you as well. I will no longer mind read. I have taken action this day. And the sh!t has hit the fan big time.

My control, no control, out of control and finally some comfort.

I am not sure, but we shall see. I am though, in a better place as we speak.....

Thanks!