Hey Sandi, thanks for hanging in here with me.....Just let myself get a little down today......I'm ok and actually went and hung out with a very good friend of mine.....He knocked some sense in me, although he thinks I'm crazy for even thinking of working anything out with ex.......He knows us well and we all did things as couples for years.....He thinks I am nuts for not seeing the lady I had been and evening thinking of ex.....I know this is my decision to make and it is all up to me....
I have been really concentrating on the bad things that happened in our M.....Guess that is why I got depressed....Alot of bad to think about....I'm not sure we could ever work things out....It would take alot of work and I'm not sure either of us are up to it....Just gonna take some time to really think and pray.....I love her, but just not sure right now what to do...