I appreciate how you feel about your W, Stuck. It shows you still care about her a great deal. I know you have tried to get her to go see a specialist, but you can't kidnap her and drag her there against her will. I had thought that maybe after so much time she would realize that what she's feeling is not normal and that she needs help with it. But, I had a nurse to tell me that when people live with something all the time......it becomes the norm to them. Hard to imagine, isn't it?
Anyway, I think you are feeling a mixture of concern for her well-being with the fact you are moving forward. Just contine to do what you believe is the right thing for you and trust God to take care of those things you can't control. I say that so easily,right? But, I have had to learn a few things the hard way....and we can learn to lay it in His hands.
Merry Christmas, Stuck. I hope the New Year will be much happier for you.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
