sorry just righting what im feeling didnt find a paper at the time but this is what i try to take out and try to feel beter...
about everything and anything i can .... but i think i just say this cuz its me that need the help in finding my self back to reality and not going back to a fantacy like a book ....
i guess i sometimes pic. my life to be a story in the fantacy section i think we all have dreamed that one but i think ive been dreaming to long and i need to wake up ....
and smell the world for what it realy is and for what im in store for .........
Me: 35 yrs H: 35 yrs D: 18 yrs Married: 21 yrs H is over seas : July. 2009, "not happy now..confused" "don't know what I want" "I love you, but not in love with you" Currently: confused and lonely
