anyone coming from a man point of view if u had everything u can ever emagin what would u be missing ........... what cuz i wouldnt be missing nothing but the wormth and the love of my soldier in my arms ..........
but i guess in my pic. thats not it is it i try to hard i guess to understand men when i cant realy say for no one cuz ive only been with him ....
but i realy realy can say that this is tearing what little respect i have for him and my self .... why dose that feel wrong to sometimes want to hold on to something u shouldnt anymore ....
why is it hard to let go when u want to but u cant ....
is it becouse im so usto him or cuz i love him , cuz i just cant live with out him , or is it cuz i cant find my self in the real world face to something so much looking like lonelyness....
Me: 35 yrs H: 35 yrs D: 18 yrs Married: 21 yrs H is over seas : July. 2009, "not happy now..confused" "don't know what I want" "I love you, but not in love with you" Currently: confused and lonely
