Going to w's tomorrow to pick up DDs for xmas. Kind of nervous about interaction w/ w. I think I can maintain a calm, upbeat attitude, but I've been feeling a great deal of longing for her of late and don't want to project neediness.

~Mark

Me: 38
W: 34
Together: 9yrs
1st M: may '03
1st D: april '08
1st bomb: june '08
remarried: oct '08
2nd bomb: aug '09 --(W asked for D one week into 3 mo. trial separation which was meant to save our M)