now that i think about i am guilty of the same things. yes i did use sex as a weapon, all of it.
my heart usually takes a year or two to catch up with my heart. i know that as the birth comes nearer and nearer i'm going to get all Iwant my family, we made this child together, not to be divided in broken home, want my marriage and kids all in same home as a family.
ok gotta stop.
you will do great at the xmas party, walk in with confidence, set yourself up mentally for it before you go. please have some fun. maybe do some affirmations prior to going.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
