Just realized a little bit ago that today is (would be) my 9th anniversary... ha! crazy

I should have gotten my crap together sooner, it would be nice to have had him served today. Oh well, I guess his birthday is still coming up... or my birthday... happy birthday to me! hmm, thats actually a little appealing, a new start to my new life, almost appropriate, I think. Too bad, Im not really willing to wait until June.

I feel good today, I have let the significance of today go a while ago I suppose. It stopped being an important day when he stopped being worthy of designation as an important person.


I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...