Our D2’s daycare provider wanted to let me know about a comment that H made to her today. Over the phone the other night H was telling me the dates and times of the S6’s bball schedule. I made the comment that S6 might not be able to make his first game. (I was tentatively planning on going out of town with the kids this particular weekend which coincides with the weekend I am scheduled to have the kids.) I didn’t offer H additional information to explain why. He didn’t ask any questions either.
Today H commented to our daycare provider that S6 would not be at his first game because we (me and the kids) would be out of town. H then goes on to comment on how I never tell him anything.
Ha! He only had to ask me. Does he not get it? H, this is how a divorce would work. How does it make you feel? I have been very careful not to strike up any conversation with him. It makes me wonder if going dark is the right thing to do. Or did going dark promote this type of comment from H?
I will be seeing H at the kids’ Christmas party tonight. I have to admit I am a little nervous about sticking to the DB game plan. My head is telling me one thing while my heart is telling me something completely different. I just wish my heart would hurry up and catch up with my head.
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning
