Can I save my marriage?

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Wow. Not quite what I wanted to hear, but thank you everybody. I definitely haven't put it on the back burner. I am just slowly digging and investigating. It takes time to find these things out.

Came home from running around today. H asks me if I want to go to the Family Christmas Police Party on sunday with him. Really? To me this is huge. He hasn't invited me to an outside function with the children as a family since this started. I am thinking positive thoughts. He is not hiding me anymore, or the situation. I find that a big step in the right direction.

I also haven't forgotten about the weekend getaway, and not sure how I am going to handle that. Just trying to get through the next week of Christmas okay without any drama. After that, is when this gets serious.