It was the velocoraptors I think. I remember thinking that they were little bastards for doing that, Im not sure why, but animals that are kind of little jerks always have a special place in my heart. I dont know if you knew this, but Orcas- I love, love, love Orcas, and not for the reasons that you might think. Anyway, Orcas are just about the meanest marine mammal around. They physically punish their young, they will kill another whale, just seemingly for fun- or to train their young. But all they will eat is the tongue. They play with their prey this summer, I saw a pic of one that had tossed an otter about 30 ft into the air. They dont eat them, they just mess with them until they die and arent fun anymore. Most people would never think about them this way. Anyway, I digress... But now you know some new things about killer whales...

I do think that alot of what hes doing is testing you. Let him. If and when he does show up uninvited, it can be added to the list along with missing the conciliation appt. Could you go visit your D18 for a few days? Keep your cell phone charged and on you at all times.

I hate to think that you arent sleeping- you really need that right now! Do you think that maybe if you were able to get out of the house and maybe take D2 to a park or just something to burn off a little energy you could rest more easily? I used to do really tough hikes to exhaust myself, but thats not exactly applicable to you. It would help me though to do something that would tucker me out until I couldnt obssess over him and what/who he was doing anymore. Go to the pool! hehe, sorry, I think thats the 15th time Ive told you that.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...