I on and off have been reading your thread for months. Too much for me to keep up on
Anyhow, I want to take a step back and state from where you were so many months ago- jobless, homeless, super depressed and anxious- things are so much better for you.
You've definitely taken a bashing at times, many 2x4's (ok, many, many 2x4's) but you have been keeping at it. Persistent and still trying. I may not agree with some of your views on reconciling with your wife. But I have to admit- you still come here, you still post. Perhaps your journey to a better you is a slow one, maybe slower than others but I think you are still trying. Am proud of you for that.
Good for you!
M38, H37 S3, S7 Together 15 yrs Married 8 yrs Bomb July 2008 Inhouse separation "I hate you" "We are over" (too many times to count) Reconciled Sept 2009 (still worth it)