Dont ignore the warning signs (warning, Im venting

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Both Coach. I am DBing and have been for 3 weeks now but I had to finally vent. I have lurked here for a while and knew that venting here was acceptable so I then registered to get it out and get feedback. Im also on another forum but they do not allow venting there AFAIK.

Im currently following the "do not persue and work on ME" part right now. Doesn't fase her at all but at least I am starting to feel better. She is living with me as a roomate until Feb so this makes it hard on me.

And yes I realized that I screwed up big time last night but I had to let it out and finally let her know how angry I was at her for hurting me. I could not help it. Im sure this will cost me later.

One Q: Should I appologize to her for last night?
DBing side of me tells me not to.