Oh boy...here we go again....after a good weekend and beginning of the week...we are back to the lows of depression again...This sucks soooo much! I hate dealing with it. And the thing is that he must think Im DUMB or something to not notice it!

I mean, yesterday he called me and was all in good spirits and talkative...then he decided to go and pull duty at the ems building....then it seemed all down hill from there....he was being short with me and getting an attitude....it was really ticking me off!! BUT, NOTHING was wrong from what he said...so, I was like ok....

then today on his fb it said ....expectations are usually followed by disappointments!

UGH! why cant I get this man to open up to me? Im not pushy about it or anything, but I hate being left to assume!

OK....just needed to vent.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10